am i living a sad life?

maybe because i felt like i lost so many precious person in my life...dad rarely come home cause he staying with step mum at another place..sis always busy going out..mum already passed away for 3 years....i'm here just studying in college,busy doing assignments and revision.lonely as usual.it looks like many people already found their partner in crime...eh sorry relationship partner..i feel like i'm never gonna find a person right for me?as i'm typing this now listening to some slow,korean love song...mainly about the person who is one sided love...but i'm not that...just lonely 1 with no companion...what the heck ..its not that bad being single...but yet again it is..tried so hard to find love...maybe i should just stop n wait,maybe that's the solution to the problem?hopefully the new girl coming soon will find anything attractive about me?or just about being me...alright we can cut the crap already...its time for some monthly review about my life....did nothing but going to college almost every morning back home then eat then online then sleep..end of story bla bla bla