its complicated

well its complicated this few days. Many things happen so fast from 1 girl to another girl , just like that. I cant seem to settle down with any of them , confirm will have at least a problem that will make things not work out. But what ever it is, i already learn alot from it . This friday my friends and i will be performing for the orientation night for the new batch in the college. Its so funny i cant wait to actually perform it myself . After that CB group having a party on our own by the poolside with lots of liqour and beer enough for all of us to get drunk . :D anyway there's nothing more to talk about now...

this few days

well this few days nothing much happen.actually alot la.some girl made a story again.another girl made up another excuses..i was like wtf...my stupid uncle ffk me about the fees...now have problem with it...very much fucked up already..i dont know why i deserve such problematic life..its frustrating n full of stress...dont worry i wont smoke cause i'm sick of it already...pretty much im over with all the girl i ever wanted to be with..wasting my time..so better i just move on with life...n focus on my present problems..ok bye finish the end

argh i cant study ...

damn it i keep falling asleep everytime i start reading something lol damn i'm just bored...but what to do...its final exam i really to study...so trying to force myself to study..haih cant seem to go out with her this few days...mainly cause she got her time occupied with her bf...hopefully by next week after i finish my exams...i can go out with her...n spend most of my time with her..ok its enough time to study now

new chapter has begun

recently i just had an affair with someone's gf (she is my classmate anyway in highschool) hopefully if it turn out well i'll be her partner hehe...not much to say anyway...this week just busy with revision n project that has yet to be done...just left with the printing that's all..final exam for 1 week...then 1 week holiday...just few more hours left...oh ya i'm gonna pick her up at the airport today since she just got back from london...dress properly...with a bouquet of flowers at the back of me..when she shows up at the gate...i'll hand over the flowers :D havent decide on what flower yet...but mainly i'll get a red rose...after that we'll just talk for few min...since she just got back from london so she must be tired..maybe on tuesday we'll start our dating process...hehe anyway that's all to say about this new chapter...bye bye

finally its over

well it didnt turn out what it suppose to be.no hard feelings.well like some people said "there are many fishes in the sea,you just need to catch the right 1" well there's always next time..since last week...many assignment n projects were given....today we already finish 2 n presented both of it...it was relief but then still left with 1 more...and next week is full of final assesment...another stressing week...for some reason i started smoking again...maybe cause of the problem n stress i face everyday..apart from that i started back drinking OMG...i'm turning evil again lol...well not much time left...need to study alot for next week n doing the assignment...peace out

hmmm

so what did actually happen in 10 days?actually its nothing...basically its the same thing..well actually there is something....i think i like someone but i'm not sure if i love her?should i go for it to know if i really love her?or should i just stay for awhile n wait for it to come?i feel like i'm in deepshit and feeling so confused...argh what the heck...main thing to do is study...get in the student council then join something for extra curicullar activites...get good marks in exam...so i think i should focus on studies 1st...love can come by later...if that would actually happen...which i think it wont...ok another stupid blog written by me..thanks bye bla bla bla

am i living a sad life?

maybe because i felt like i lost so many precious person in my life...dad rarely come home cause he staying with step mum at another place..sis always busy going out..mum already passed away for 3 years....i'm here just studying in college,busy doing assignments and revision.lonely as usual.it looks like many people already found their partner in crime...eh sorry relationship partner..i feel like i'm never gonna find a person right for me?as i'm typing this now listening to some slow,korean love song...mainly about the person who is one sided love...but i'm not that...just lonely 1 with no companion...what the heck ..its not that bad being single...but yet again it is..tried so hard to find love...maybe i should just stop n wait,maybe that's the solution to the problem?hopefully the new girl coming soon will find anything attractive about me?or just about being me...alright we can cut the crap already...its time for some monthly review about my life....did nothing but going to college almost every morning back home then eat then online then sleep..end of story bla bla bla