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its complicated

2007-07-25T04:29:00.000-07:00

well its complicated this few days. Many things happen so fast from 1 girl to another girl , just like that. I cant seem to settle down with any of them , confirm will have at least a problem that will make things not work out. But what ever it is, i already learn alot from it . This friday my friends and i will be performing for the orientation night for the new batch in the college. Its so funny i cant wait to actually perform it myself . After that CB group having a party on our own by the poolside with lots of liqour and beer enough for all of us to get drunk . :D anyway there's nothing more to talk about now...

this few days

2007-06-20T10:13:00.000-07:00

well this few days nothing much happen.actually alot la.some girl made a story again.another girl made up another excuses..i was like wtf...my stupid uncle ffk me about the fees...now have problem with it...very much fucked up already..i dont know why i deserve such problematic life..its frustrating n full of stress...dont worry i wont smoke cause i'm sick of it already...pretty much im over with all the girl i ever wanted to be with..wasting my time..so better i just move on with life...n focus on my present problems..ok bye finish the end

argh i cant study ...

2007-06-12T03:36:00.000-07:00

damn it i keep falling asleep everytime i start reading something lol damn i'm just bored...but what to do...its final exam i really to study...so trying to force myself to study..haih cant seem to go out with her this few days...mainly cause she got her time occupied with her bf...hopefully by next week after i finish my exams...i can go out with her...n spend most of my time with her..ok its enough time to study now

new chapter has begun

2007-06-09T23:18:00.001-07:00

recently i just had an affair with someone's gf (she is my classmate anyway in highschool) hopefully if it turn out well i'll be her partner hehe...not much to say anyway...this week just busy with revision n project that has yet to be done...just left with the printing that's all..final exam for 1 week...then 1 week holiday...just few more hours left...oh ya i'm gonna pick her up at the airport today since she just got back from london...dress properly...with a bouquet of flowers at the back of me..when she shows up at the gate...i'll hand over the flowers :D havent decide on what flower yet...but mainly i'll get a red rose...after that we'll just talk for few min...since she just got back from london so she must be tired..maybe on tuesday we'll start our dating process...hehe anyway that's all to say about this new chapter...bye bye

finally its over

2007-06-07T05:08:00.000-07:00

well it didnt turn out what it suppose to be.no hard feelings.well like some people said "there are many fishes in the sea,you just need to catch the right 1" well there's always next time..since last week...many assignment n projects were given....today we already finish 2 n presented both of it...it was relief but then still left with 1 more...and next week is full of final assesment...another stressing week...for some reason i started smoking again...maybe cause of the problem n stress i face everyday..apart from that i started back drinking OMG...i'm turning evil again lol...well not much time left...need to study alot for next week n doing the assignment...peace out

hmmm

2007-05-23T09:39:00.000-07:00

so what did actually happen in 10 days?actually its nothing...basically its the same thing..well actually there is something....i think i like someone but i'm not sure if i love her?should i go for it to know if i really love her?or should i just stay for awhile n wait for it to come?i feel like i'm in deepshit and feeling so confused...argh what the heck...main thing to do is study...get in the student council then join something for extra curicullar activites...get good marks in exam...so i think i should focus on studies 1st...love can come by later...if that would actually happen...which i think it wont...ok another stupid blog written by me..thanks bye bla bla bla

am i living a sad life?

2007-05-14T05:37:00.000-07:00

maybe because i felt like i lost so many precious person in my life...dad rarely come home cause he staying with step mum at another place..sis always busy going out..mum already passed away for 3 years....i'm here just studying in college,busy doing assignments and revision.lonely as usual.it looks like many people already found their partner in crime...eh sorry relationship partner..i feel like i'm never gonna find a person right for me?as i'm typing this now listening to some slow,korean love song...mainly about the person who is one sided love...but i'm not that...just lonely 1 with no companion...what the heck ..its not that bad being single...but yet again it is..tried so hard to find love...maybe i should just stop n wait,maybe that's the solution to the problem?hopefully the new girl coming soon will find anything attractive about me?or just about being me...alright we can cut the crap already...its time for some monthly review about my life....did nothing but going to college almost every morning back home then eat then online then sleep..end of story bla bla bla

yesterday was fun

2007-04-21T21:46:00.000-07:00

well it started of by waking up in the morning.normal stuff you do after you wake up.I was busy finding the ticket to go to Good Charlotte's concert.Like normal i act cool and simple.LG told me that KK have extra tickets.So i called Zahir(which eventually didnt go because of few misunderstanding)and surprisingly KK was there too ,do also have that extra tickets.So decided to take the ticket when we reach Bukit Jalil.Then LG decided to go to Subang Parade to see Good Charlotte in their autograph session.Called Darth Vader to pick us up at LG house.After that we all went to Subang Parade and saw KK and Friends was at McDonald's.As usual Good Charlotte were taking their own sweet time to reach Subang Parade.So i decided to go KK house's to get the ticket,waited KK to change cloth went back to Subang Parade.Yet,Good Charlotte still havent come yet.After minutes of waiting,they finally arrive at Subang Parade.See them from far away then the time says we are already late for the concert if we dont start moving from that spot.We also left Darth Vader because we dont another extra tickets.Went to KTM from Subang Jaya to Bank Negara,change train to Star LRT but then we accidentally took the wrong train that goes to Ampang,we suppose to take the train to Sri Petaling but then correction were made, so we finally made it to Bukit Jalil.As we arrive the que was like OMG FREAKING LONG WEEE.So my intelligent thinking came up,called Philly.He was half way near the entrance.So we cut que.Met up with him n his little sister.After we're inside,as usual Good Charlotte and the other local band that performing together are late.Waited like 30-40 min more than it suppose to be.It all started with One Buck Short then Estranged and also Jason Lo.After listening and enjoying like around 12 songs.As usual again,Good Charlotte are late.Decided to grab some drinks that cost RM5 for just the small cup of pepsi.Finally Good Charlotte came out and perform.We all was singing,screaming and jumping like a bunch of monkeys.Had a very good time there eventhought legs were already so tired,sore throat cause of screaming.After the perfomance finish grab another drink outside that cost much much cheaper than the one's inside.Rush toward the LRT station to get the last train,bought the tickets to Masjid Jamek and waited for the train.Once reach to Masjid Jamek,we saw that the Putra LRT already Closed.KK called his father to pick us up at somewhere near SOGO.Finally reach home,take quick shower n went straight to bed.That's all about yesterday.

do i have to write a blog?

2007-04-19T04:23:00.000-07:00

must i?would i?anyway i forgot my last time blog account n password....so in conclusion i have to make a new 1 yay ! i just started as a student again at taylor's college taking in hotel management course.Why did i take this course?its mainly because i love this course .i'm not being forced to take this course by any parties.I met with alot of friends in college....mostly are new friends..some old friends such as trevor(older by 2 years)taking tourism management,reza(ex-schoolmate earlier by 1 batch) n many more that i forget ahaha.Anyway i'm currently living alone with my big sister whilst my parent and step parents are at seremban managing their restaurant over there.Sadly my birthday already passed by 14 days.Still single and available (sad life).Financial problem once in awhile.College is tough ..full of notes,assignment and many things to remember...sometime i feel so sleepy and tired because certain days class starts at 9 until 6...yeah long hours..before i start crapping any longer...its time for me to go...so i shall see u readers next time till then bye bye.